Saturday, June 30, 2018

Life Before B12

I was bed-bound. Before I learned about my B12 deficiency and treated it, I lived in bed. For two years. If that sounds pretty intense and difficult, well, it was.

My appetite was low, I had no hunger signal. Food did not taste good, I had trouble swallowing, I sometimes aspirated my food (breathed it into my lungs). My tongue was enlarged and sore sometimes. I choked on food- sometimes I choked on water.

My body hurt, constantly. My muscles hurt, and twitched, and ticked, and spasmed, and cramped. My joints hurt. My skin hurt- I had extreme sensitivity, my skin itched, I had rashes, I had acne in many places. My nerves hurt, I had neuropathy. My head hurt- I had headaches, migraines, tinnitus, TMJ (so my jaw and face hurt in the morning from grinding my teeth at night), my teeth hurt, my ears ached, my eyes felt full of pressure and grit. My intestines hurt- they cramped and spasmed and kinked up, I had diarrhea and hemorrhoids, and often bled when using the bathroom. My liver hurt- it was enlarged, swollen, and tender- so my entire torso was sore (and I had elevated liver enzymes, which made them think I drank; I didn't). Everything was in pain, all the time, in some form or fashion. On a pain scale of 1 to 10, I lived at a 7 or 8 most days- all day, from wake to sleep.

I slept So Much. It was common to sleep 10-14 hours at night, and a 2-6 hour nap during the day. It was not good sleep; I tossed and turned, I got up to use the bathroom, I had trouble falling asleep, trouble staying asleep, nightmares, night sweats, night terrors, trouble waking, and felt tired and exhausted all day. Every single day, for years.

I had trouble thinking. By which I mean, I could no longer do basic math, I could not follow a recipe, I could not answer basic questions (what's my middle name?), I could not write a check. My memory was shot, I could not remember the birth of my children, my husband's proposal, or what I ate yesterday. Forget passwords and PINs, I had trouble remembering to flush. My hygiene suffered greatly- I stank, and I didn't care, and it was too much trouble to fix it.

Walking was difficult. I had extreme dizziness and vertigo, and my balance was off. I had to grab the walls when I walked. I fell, often. My gait was unsteady and odd looking. My feet would sometimes curl up into the sole, like the letter C. I misjudged distances so I would often walk into walls, furniture, people. I had a lot of bruises and other damage from these accidents. I had several nurses escort my husband out of the exam room and give me the "tell me what really happened" concerned talk, on more than one occasion.

I had no connection with people. I didn't leave the house except for doctor's visits. I could not, physically, do Anything to help take care of my home or family- my husband did everything for two years. He did all the grocery shopping, errand running, bill paying, dishes, laundry, cooking, and taking care of our child. My child was an infant, and this lasted through toddler-hood. My husband would bring her into the bedroom twice a day to visit and play with me on the bed.

Needless to say, I did not drive. It physically hurt to get in and out of the car; to put on my seat belt; to adjust my seat. Turning my head to the side, especially to look back and to the side (like when backing out of a parking space), was almost impossible, and Extremely painful. Sometimes my feet slipped off the pedals. Sometimes I would forget where I was going when I did drive. Sometimes I forgot the traffic laws, and would fail to signal, cut across lanes, things like that. The scary moment was when I nearly ran down a pedestrian in the crosswalk- a pregnant woman. I saw her, I saw her start to walk, I braked- then I stopped braking for some reason, and barely re-braked in time. She looked pretty shaken. I was beyond 'shaken'. I went home and told my husband I was done driving. I didn't drive again for a year and a half.

My reality was skewed, some would say. I had tactile, audio, olfactory, and visual hallucinations. Meaning, I would feel things that were not there, hear things that were not there, smell things which were not there, and see things which were not there (another factor in the 'not driving' column). I would feel bugs crawling across my skin, which is a Mental Illness diagnosis in the manual, by the way. I would hear conversations and voices that were not there- also has a mental health label, schizophrenia. I would smell things, always BAD things, like burnt popcorn, vomit, cat pee, mildew, and they were never there. And I saw all kinds of things- "seeing ghosts" some would say, but I also saw splashes of color, the walls turned into a kind of Matrix sacred geometry pattern, or just something random like seeing a pencil on the floor that was not there.

Scary? You bet your ass! Pardon my french, but seriously, this was a total nightmare that never ended. A living, breathing nightmare- and sleep was no escape because I had nightmares and terrors in my sleep! On top of those physical problems, I was Constantly Scared. I felt terrified All.The.Time. Like a rabbit hiding from the hunter and smelling the dogs terrified. My adrenaline was always pumping hard. I jumped at the slightest sound, I constantly was on 'alert' and feeling afraid, I had panic attacks in the grocery store, the post office, the library. I eventually quit going to the grocery store, library, or anywhere. "Social anxiety" they called it. PTSD from a lifetime of trauma and abuse, they said.

I had mood swings, outbursts, impulsiveness, inappropriate comments and actions, emotional vomiting sessions, intense crying. My feelings were easily hurt, I was considered 'thin-skinned' and just always felt like no one liked me and everyone was either rejecting me, ignoring me, *trying* to hurt me, or variations on that theme. Bipolar, they said. Whoops, no, probably Borderline Personality Disorder, since you keep pushing people away.

I had sensory issues, with everything- lights were too bright and painful, common sounds were painfully loud and startling, a wrinkle in the clothing I was sitting on was beyond irritating to painful. I was also rocking myself, flapping my hands, and could only find relief from intense anxiety with pressure. I could not carry on a conversation, and I found it *physically difficult* as well as mentally and emotionally difficult to make eye contact. So I was diagnosed with Asperger's as well.

Now let's factor in the Severe, Crippling Depression, extreme paranoia, and constant thoughts of suicide. Well, okay, to be fair, not constant- I only thought about ways and reasons to kill myself one or two dozen times a day. So not totally constant. But certainly extremely frequent, and disturbing, and debilitating.

This was my life, and it was no life. It was misery in every way.  I constantly felt guilty and worthless and a burden. I had no hope, about anything. I had no desires. I had no fun, enjoyment, or pleasure from anything. I had no relief from constant mental, emotional, and physical pain.


This brings us up to the diagnosis of seizures from the Neurologist, who also discovered my B12 deficiency. We already have the post for that. Many people who have heard of my improvements, have been asking for the origins- what it was like before the B12 injections that changed everything. So here it is.

Absolutely everything I mention in this blog post is directly related to my low levels of B12, and the damage that resulted from years of deficiency.  My case is extreme- other people who have low B12 may not have as severe of symptoms. I included the aspects of severity to show how important it is to treat it as soon as symptoms appear, so it does not continue and damage the body to this level.  I was lucky- untreated B12 deficiency is a cause of heart attack and stroke.

For a list of symptoms associated with B12 deficiency, as well as the blood tests needed to diagnose, important things to know before testing, proper treatment, and so much more, visit this site.  It has printouts to take to your doctor, information on symptoms in children, how to interpret the blood labs, just everything you could need or want to know about checking your B12 levels.

This has been one of the most difficult things I have Ever written. It's not exactly fun to talk about, and it certainly is more than a little uncomfortable to share not just one but many deeply personal things with, well, everybody who reads this. I do this for the same reason I have shared these other blog posts about B12- because somewhere there may be just one person this helps. One person who is suffering, and feels like it is hopeless, one person who is just fed up and done with the pain, one person screaming into the night for help.

Sunday, October 29, 2017

My B12 Journey- part 1

It seems I talk about B12 deficiency, the signs of B12 deficiency, and the damage that lack of B12 can do to your body, almost every day. Then I realized, despite talking about B12 on my seizure blog post, I did not have a stand alone post about B12 deficiency. So here we are.

Since this is such an involved subject, this will be a multiple post series on B12. This is part one, and will cover the eyes.

I started wearing glasses when I was nine years old. I got a new, stronger prescription every year. When I had my children, sometimes my prescription would change mid-pregnancy, or just after birth.

Before I got out of my teens, I needed to buy the 'thin' lenses, so I would not have Mr. Magoo glasses. Before I got out of my 20's, I was legally blind (without glasses). And every year, stronger prescription.

In 2007, I went to an Ophthalmologist for an eye exam (kind of like an annual physical). An Ophthalmologist is a medical eye doctor, much more education and training than an Optometrist, who is not a doctor. The Ophthalmologist grew increasingly concerned, and ran tests, and more test. The final test took a photo of my eyeball.

Then he sat me down for a talk. My optic nerves were frayed, he explained, and showed me this on the photo. This was irreversible, would only get worse, and would lead to permanent blindness in less than ten years. So very sorry.

In 2012 I lived in a different area, and I went to my Optometrist (my only option) and told him I was very concerned about the "color smears" I was seeing. I explained I had experienced eye "floaters" for years, this was different. It was like an overlay of that thin colored plastic paper, just a piece of it, over there. Now over here. Pink, green, yellow; they would show up for a minute or so, then leave. He was at a total loss, and had no suggestions.

Note that by this time, my eye glasses prescription was at maximum.

The next two  years, my eyes and my vision just continued to go downhill, in every way. It was harder to read road signs, even with my glasses. I stopped driving at night, because the headlights of other cars was blinding. I had such extreme light sensitivity, it was difficult to even enter grocery stores. My eyes hurt- they felt tired, like a worn muscle; they burned; they itched; they felt gritty; they felt 'full' of pressure. I went through a lot of eye drops. The floaters increased in severity and intensity, so did the color splashes.  Occasionally I would get 'tunnel vision'. I started seeing things out of the corner of my eyes, that weren't there when I turned my head to look. Let's call it what it was- visual hallucinations. I stopped driving entirely- I did not feel safe behind the wheel.

In 2014, I saw a Neurologist for suspected seizures. She tested my B12, which was in the basement. Because I had so many neurological symptoms, I started injections of B12 every other day. Thank goodness I joined a B12 support group on Facebook, or I would never have gotten through this time.

After a few months of injections (somewhere around 3-6 months), I noticed my eyes did not hurt. They were not dry, gritty, painful, no pain. I noticed all the weird tunnel vision and color smears were gone. The hallucinations were gone. I noticed I could see through my glasses.

After about 18 months of injections, I went to the same Optometrist I saw in 2012. We talked about how the color smears were gone, and B12, and all the other things that had improved or left entirely since I began injections. Then he examined my eyes. He told me my prescription was down one step- as in, slightly weaker glasses needed! Which had never happened to me since I got my first pair of glasses at age 9 (I was 42). Whoa. Hey, how do my optic nerves look?

Fine, he says. Then peeks at them again. Just fine, why do you ask? I was wondering if they were still frayed, I said. His brow furrowed, he looked a third time- no, they are not frayed at all. Why would you think they were frayed? Because I was told they were frayed years ago, I said. "That's impossible. Optic nerves don't heal. If they were frayed, they would still be frayed. Whoever told you that was wrong- or mistaken." ... "I have photographic evidence!" I said, with a big smile. I showed him the picture about a week later, when I picked up me new, weaker glasses. He looked at it, looked at my name and the date on it, looked at the frayed nerves again, shook his head, handed the picture back, and walked away.

It is now about 3 years since injections began. My prescription got weaker again at my last eye exam. I no longer have floaters, color smears, visual hallucinations, light sensitivity, or eye pain of any kind. It is 2017, ten years since the Ophthalmologist told me I would be blind in ten years, and I am not blind. Because my prescription has lowered, I am no longer legally blind. My eyes are in the best shape they have ever been in my life. Now that I understand B12, I think my prescription changed during my pregnancies because of how much B12 my body was giving the baby, and the damage that ensued by my new lower levels.

If you think B12 is "just a vitamin", remember that these vitamins build your nerves, literally BUILD your nerves, and your eyes have a LOT of nerves. 

For your reading, not referenced here, just learn:
Vitamin B12 Deficiency- There's More Than Meets The Eye
Medical article about eyes and B12
The Optic Neuropathy of Pernicious Anemia

Sunday, July 9, 2017

Full Moon Mayhem

You couldn't sleep last night. Mood swings abound. Welcome to the full moon. Oddly, this seems to happen to you EVERY full moon. This blog explains WHY.

People on the Autism Spectrum and moms of Autistic children notice that full moons are the worst. Nothing seems to go right, sensitivity is exceptionally high, crankiness is at the max, and sleep is completely elusive.

Any police officer, 911 dispatcher, or ER nurse will tell you, the full moon shows an increase in domestic disputes and violent crime.

Coincidence? No. Tidal influence? No.


Parasites are most active on a full moon. Incredibly active, so much so that you cannot sleep.

Their increased activity brings with it increased emotional response- irritibility, mood swings, aggression.

I have a previous blog post about killing parasites. Should you not find something in there you/your family want to or are willing to take, consider Pumpkin Seed Oil.

Pumpkin seeds are naturally antiparasitic. The oil of the seeds is a liquid concentrate, very mild flavored, good for those who cannot take pills. It can be made into salad dressing, slipped into smoothies, or masked in other ways. It should not be heated- do not use it for cooking. The best Pumpkin Seed Oil is organic, raw, cold pressed, unrefined. You will not find Pumpkin Seed Oil in the store- look for it online, on amazon or Mountain Rose Herbs.

Let me remind you- parasites can live ANYWHERE in the body, not just the intestines. They can live in any organ, the blood, the bones. There are many doctors, holistic practioners, and medical researchers who are certain that parasites are responsible for all chronic illnesses. That heart disease is from parasites in the heart. That autoimmune diseases are from parasites in the lymphatic system. That parasites cause epilepsy. That Autism is directly linked to parasites.

Besides a decreased quality of life from parasites and the diseases they bring to the human body, they can cause enough damage to literally kill you. So pay attention, take this seriously, because it is.

Other signs of parasites: Nose picking, especially in the morning and just before bed, and the objects removed are always same size/color/length...not boogers, those are parasites you are pulling out of your nose, they have invaded your sinus cavity. Cysts, anywhere in the body. These 'cysts' are parasite egg sacs, and can be found in the uterus (uterine cysts), in the foot (ganglion cysts), the brain (pineal cysts), on or below the skin, in the kidneys, liver, etc. Iodine protocol helps kill the egg sacs. Nail biting, especially what seems uncontrollable or mindless nail biting. Full list of signs of parasites are in the How to Kill Parasites blog.

This bit is important- once you think you have killed all the parasites in your body, whatever protocol you are using, KEEP GOING. There is a life cycle, you want to get all newly hatching, eggs, etc. The rule of thumb is to go for 100 days after you feel all parasite symptoms are gone. And, since it is very easy to get parasites, especially once you have had a severe infestation, it is a good idea to follow up for 2 weeks every 6 months, to keep your system clean.

If you have been chronically ill for a long time, and you are very weak and in lots of pain, you should build up your system before attempting to kill parasites. Two months (minimum) of daily nourishment of nutrient-dense foods will help your cells have the strength to fight the parasites, and deal with the toxins they will release when they die.

Thursday, October 27, 2016

How To Kill Parasites

There seems to be a lot of confusion about parasites: how to tell if you have them, what tests can detect parasites, and how to kill parasites in adults and children.

Let's look at testing first. There is no 100% foolproof test for parasites, neither blood nor stool. There are thousands of reports of people taking in a stool sample with visible parasites and visible egg sacs, and the test was negative! That being said, there are several blood test which can certainly indicate a parasitic overgrowth. Testing and results which indicate parasites: low B12, low Iron, elevated Immunoglobulin, high Ammonia, high Oxalates, elevated Eosinophils. If there's just one of these indicators, it could be something else- but 2 or more is a pretty good bet you've got an infestation going on.

Symptoms of Parasites- since they can live Anywhere in the body (blood, organs, etc) and there are multiple types of parasites that attack in multiple ways, the symptoms list is extensive: Diarrhea, constipation, gas, foul smelling stool/gas, bloating, burping, abdominal pain, mucus/blood in stools, leaky gut, nausea, chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia, weakness, lethargy, itchy skin, dry skin, dry/brittle hair, hair loss, itch anus, rashes, eczema, sores, dark circles under eyes, mood swings, depression, disorientation, forgetfulness, anxiety, anger, ADHD, Bipolar, OCD, brain fog, delusions, insomnia, teeth grinding, drooling, poor sleep, Restless Leg Syndrome, nose picking, weight gain/obesity, weight loss/inability to gain weight, loss of appetite or ravenous appetite, anemia, PMS, erectile dysfunction, cysts & fibroids, urinary tract infections, bad breath. I'll stop there but know this is the SHORT LIST.

Additionally, it has recently been proven that Lyme hides inside parasites. Kill the parasites, kill the lyme- I hope everyone with Lyme Disease reads this.

How can you get parasites? By eating raw produce (simple as an apple or salad), undercooked meat (any), swimming in a public water supply (lake, pool, water park), repeated close proximity to animals (pets included), living with someone infected, public laundromats- oh, and they can pass during pregnancy, meaning if mommy has them, baby is born with them. In regards to living with someone, if one person in the home has parasites, treat the entire household.

More info on types and symptoms.

Killing parasites can be difficult, so many people use several methods. The important part of any parasite protocol is this: it's okay to pause if you need a break for a day or two, but don't stop. You need to continue until you have eradicated as many parasites as possible, Including the eggs, which typically means 100 days of treatment to get the full life cycle.

What to expect: Herxheimer Reaction, ranging from mild to severe (aka Herx symptoms or Herxing) with any of these methods. What does Herxheimer reaction mean? It means you feel sick from the die-off of these parasites. When they die, they release all the toxins inside their cells into your bloodstream- AND you also have all the wastes caused by the decomposition of their tiny corpses, dumped into your bloodstream. This can cause: fever, chills, stomach upset, headache, aches and pains, diarrhea, sweating, sore throat- basically it feels like you have the flu. It is usually unpleasant but bearable, if it is too strong for you, scale back how much you are taking of your antiparasite protocol, or take a day off. (the better option is just to scale back, not stop) Extra water intake helps flush your system so you feel better, faster. Activated charcoal capsules taken 2 hours after your antiparasite item can help absorb the toxins. Frequent hot baths/showers help. Also, you will expel some gross things- mucus, biofilm, parasites, egg sacs. You may have a change in frequency of going, texture, consistency, etc- those flushable wipes are a good idea to have handy.

Now, onto the items that kill parasites:
  • Castor Oil
  • Gum Spirits
  • Diatomaceous Earth
  • Enemas
  • Lactoferrin
  • Herbs: wormwood, black walnut, cloves, neem
  • Foods: Pumpkin seeds (including oil), coconut (fruit, water, oil), garlic, Apple cider vinegar, papaya seeds, flax seeds
Note that most of these protocols will ALSO kill Candida Yeast. Bonus!

Castor Oil- should not be taken by pregnant women, it can induce labor. You want cold pressed organic Castor oil, if you can't find it in the store you can find it online, about $10. The most important part is to get Cold Pressed. Dosage: up to 1 tablespoon orally a day, up to 3 days in a row, up to 3 days total in a week, for a maximum of 3 months. You can also buy/make Castor oil capsules and freeze them, and take 4-6 capsules at a time- the freezing is to help get the Castor oil further along the digestive tract. (take one or the other- liquid or capsules, not both on same day) (timeline for capsules same as for liquid; 3, 3, 3) Suggestions: start with a small dose (say 1/2 teaspoon) and build up to the maximum doses listed here; best taken on empty stomach. You can mix with juice to mask the taste. Expect: loose, urgent bowels.

Gum Spirits- may be referred to as Turpentine, let me explain why that is both correct and incorrect. (Note that Gum Spirits are NOT Spirit Gum!) Gum Spirits are made by gathering the pine gum resin (sticky pine sap) and concentrating it- a process very similar to making Maple Syrup. That's it, it's just concentrated pine sap, and pine sap is high in something called terpenes, which is where we get the name turpentine. Our grandparents all ingested turpentine to kill parasites (and for other health reasons), in fact it's listed in many medical manuals (Merck); the original Vick's Vapor Rub had turpentine as an ingredient. At some point (my apologies for not having the exact year) manufacturers took this pure turpentine (gum spirits) and added POISONS to it, and put it in a large metal can and still called it Turpentine. And this is where the confusion comes in, whether turpentine is toxic or poison, or if turpentine heals.

The answer is, if you are looking to use what naturally occurred from the pine tree, look for a small glass bottle labeled "100% Pure Gum Spirits", such as the one sold by Diamond G on Amazon (Humco is also good) (these are both around $10 each for 4 ounces). DO NOT EVER buy turpentine from a hardware store, or in a metal can, you will poison yourself. If it's in a metal can, it's poison. If you bought it in the paint department, it's poison. If it says Turpentine, it's poison, and it will kill you. 100% pure gum spirits has no poison added to it, it is from the trees, and what our ancestors used.

Pure Gum Spirits only, if the label says anything else, don't take it. Dosage is up to one teaspoon per week. It is generally suggested to ingest with white sugar, enough sugar that it is saturated with your gum spirits (white sugar only, not honey or substitutes). Some people also like rubbing it on the belly button to expel parasites- you want a carrier oil for this route, meaning you dilute it by putting a few drops of Gum Spirits into a few tablespoons of olive oil, and rub this olive/gum spirit oil on the belly. Precaution: Do not apply to mucous membranes. Public opinion suggests starting small, at 3 drops a day. Expect: gurgling noises in digestive tract and 'turp burps', a burp with the taste. The Taste: very pleasant, like pine candy.

Diatomaceous Earth- fossils of tiny sea creatures that lived millions of years ago, DE is a fine powder that will kill parasites, flukes, nematodes, fungus (including candida), and remove heavy metals. Basically, if it doesn't belong in your body, diatomaceous earth will escort it out of your body. Similar to the turpentine fiasco mentioned above, this naturally occurring substance was used by large industries who added POISONS to it and did not change the name.

So when you go to buy DE, look for FOOD GRADE on the label. As long as it says FOOD GRADE diatomaceous earth, it is safe for ingesting (that's what food grade means). You may find FOOD GRADE DE in feed stores, veterinary supplies, etc, as it is very good for animals as well. You may also find it with fertilizers and bug killers- this is no different than finding baking soda on the baking aisle, the laundry aisle, and the cleaning aisle. So long as it says Food Grade, it doesn't matter what department or where you buy it. If it does not say FOOD GRADE, don't buy it, don't use it! If it does not say food grade on the label, it has had poisons added to it.

Cost is about $10 per pound, one pound is plenty. It is very light in weight, so a pound is quite a large package. I bought mine on Amazon and bought 5 pounds, thinking "earth=heavy", and got a large pillow-sized package. Think talcum powder for the weight.

Food Grade
DE is high in silica, so you get the added benefit of stronger hair and nails. There are folks who add DE to their baths, and make facials and toothpaste from it- Google the recipes if you're interested. There is only one area it is not safe for- your lungs, you don't want to breathe it in. Which means, when you open the package, simply open it tipped away from your face, like you would the lid on a pot of boiling liquid so you don't get steam burns.
I have read reports of people taking up to a tablespoon a day of food grade diatomaceous earth, with the general suggestions to start with a much smaller amount and built up to that level. Many people find it easiest to eat mixed into a soft food, like yogurt; and note DE is highly absorbent so seriously up your water intake a LOT to compensate. Because DE is so very absorbent, take it one to two hours away from any vital prescription medication, so it does not absorb the medicine. Expect: firmer stools.

There is no limit on the amount of time you can take DE, I have known people who have taken it for years. Personally, I did not start passing large flukes until I had taken it daily for 10 weeks- DE likes consistency; before that I had taken it for 8 months but only sporadically and not every day. Once I took it every day without skipping a day I noticed big improvements.

Pet dosage: you can safely feed food grade diatomaceous earth to any animal (not insects, it will kill them) to improve their health and eliminate parasites. Simply add it to their food supply- cats, dogs, horses, chickens, etc- based on weight and increase available clean water supply. You can Google how much for your animal.

Enemas- I know, ew right? That's what I thought before I started them. Truly, they are not a big deal. I was worried they would be forceful, that there would be pressure- my first one I thought it must not be working, went to check, and it was halfway done! You do not HAVE to do an enema to kill parasites, it's just a tool in the toolbox you have the option to use. An enema by itself will flush out parasites from the intestines, this is just a plain water enema. Add in other things, herbs, coffee, etc, and you get all kinds of parasite killing benefits that can get them out of more areas than just your intestines.

Coffee enemas, for example, can kill parasites on contact. From Dr. Wilson's site:
"Coffee enemas stimulate bile flow, mechanically clean the colon, and upset many parasite nesting places.  Coffee is directly toxic for some parasites, and the enema can help loosen them and remove them from the body."

Coffee enemas do not keep you awake or give you caffeine jitters. You need organic and caffeinated, light to medium roast, unflavored, not instant. Use spring water to brew (always use a pure water source in your enemas). There are lots of people that have a specific brewing method for their coffee enemas; there are just as many people who just brew it in their coffee pot like normal and they both seem to work equally well. If you are set on using a special brewing method, go for it. The ultimate goal on a coffee enema is to hold it for 15 minutes. Absolutely no one holds it that long the first time, you build up to it. 

To get started, you need an enema kit, I have found these are no longer typically sold in physical stores, but readily available online. There are basic rubber bag ones for under $10, and deluxe steel buckets for $50 or more. They work equally well. Clean after use with hot water and soap, run some hydrogen peroxide through, then rinse thoroughly and hang to dry. If more than one person in your household plans on doing enemas, get a separate kit for each person (write name on it with a Sharpie marker).

TIPS: make sure whatever liquid you are using is room temperature; place a towel under you on the floor; a pure water enema first helps to clean you out so you're able to hold the 2nd one with whatever medicinal mixture you've chosen; RELAX. Here is a wonderful how to guide with discreet pictures that covers exactly how to give yourself an enema. Google "enema recipes" to find tons of recipes to use.

Lactoferrin- Found naturally in every human in our tears, and in human mother's breast milk, lactoferrin is a great tool to eradicate parasites and candida. Lactoferrin is antifungal and antiparasitic; it inhibits bacteria, is antiviral and antimicrobial; it helps your body use iron more effectively; it naturally boosts your immune system. It helps heal your gut, which will help your body in a variety of ways, including recovering from parasites! I found it on amazon for about $26 for a big bottle. I'm very excited about lactoferrin, which I only recently learned about and have been researching like mad since- it does so many wonderful things. I highly recommend you look into this yourself.
Clinical studies of lactoferrin in children.

Herbs- I need to stress something crucial here- herb does not equal safe for everyone. You absolutely should CHECK yourself about the safety of any herb, Especially if you have an existing medical condition or are on any prescription medication! Google "herb interact with medication" (replacing the word herb with whichever herb you are considering using, and the word medication with the medication you use. ex: ginseng interaction with amiodarone). There are  herbal blends such as Humaworm, ParaZyme, Dr. Hulda Clark's program, etc. I've heard good things about all 3 of these programs. Herbs tend to work low and slow, and in my opinion, are better for follow up maintenance and not to clear out a major infestation.

Food sources of natural antiparasitics are, in my opinion, best taken as follow up maintenance, and not to clear out a major infestation. That being said, I did gather some quotes from CureZone about food treatments for parasites:

"Pumpkin seeds contain a substance called piperazine. It acts by paralyzing the parasites, which allows you to remove the parasite easily. Use one cup of pumpkin seeds (about 80 seeds), peeled and mashed. Mixed with water from a coconut and two tablespoons of honey. Taken in a period of three hours on an empty stomach. Don't eat during this three hour period. At the end take the Castor oil in order to quickly eliminate the parasites."~from CureZone

"For an endless pinworm infestation in my son we found that slicing a garlic clove into long quarters, soaking it in neem oil, and using them as suppositories at bedtime did the trick." "... Garlic permeates every part of the body and blood, and crosses the blood/brain barrier." "I have rid parasites in the head and sinuses with just garlic alone. It just takes alot of it for an extended period of time to get it all." ~from CureZone

"By mixing two ingredients, flax and clove, and taking them regularly, the parasites in your body will be forced to exit because they will no longer be able to feed off of your stomach or get through the wall that the ingredients have created. Mix one part clove to 10 parts of flax seed. Make sure they are chopped together nicely and just take two tablespoons per day for at least a month to get rid of the parasites for good." ~from CureZone

More Info:
Gum Spirits/Turpentine: The Candida Cleaner by Dr. Jennifer Daniels
Parasites on CureZone
Scientific Basis of Coffee Enemas

Sunday, September 4, 2016

How I Quit High Blood Pressure Meds Forever

I'll tell you a secret. Two years ago I was diagnosed with hypertension, or high blood pressure. At that time, I gave in to the doctor's pressure to take high blood pressure medication ("don't you want to be there for your daughter?"). I was prescribed Metoprolol, a beta blocker.

While the drug did lower my blood pressure somewhat, it also made me dizzy, and tired.  The doctor recommended I eliminate all salt from my diet, which I did. I stopped salting my food, and stopped eating anything out of a package or can, because these packaged foods are typically very high in sodium. Result? Absolutely zero change in my blood pressure.

I felt there had to be a better answer, and began looking. I learned about sodium, and that traditional white table salt is as stripped of nutrients as white flour, and about as healthy as cocaine. I learned about Good sodium, and Good salt- pink Himalayan and Celtic grey salts. Since the pink salt was in my grocery store, I got some, and started using it. Within a few days of using the pink salt, my blood pressure went DOWN ten points. So much for the myth that "all sodium raises your blood pressure".

The truth is, White processed salt raises your blood pressure, because in stripping away the trace minerals that were originally there, your body doesn't have what it needs to process it. Pink and Grey salts still have the nutrients that were there to begin with- the companion nutrients, or cofactors, necessary for your body to properly utilize the sodium.

So if eating the right sodium lowered my blood pressure naturally, what Else could I do naturally to get my blood pressure down those last few points? I wanted to get off those beta blockers as soon as possible.

Thankfully, my research led me to potassium. Hopefully, you've already read the previous potassium post- if you haven't, this is a good time to review it. When your body does not get enough potassium, your blood pressure goes up. Hmm. Seems a natural assumption then, that if lack of potassium will CAUSE high blood pressure, then eating enough potassium will FIX high blood pressure. And it does.

I started eating more potassium rich foods every day. I skipped a dose of the Metoprolol to see how my bp would react, now that I was eating a healthy salt and getting enough potassium- and my bp stayed normal. I spoke with my doctor and pharmacist about quitting the medication. They gave me a tapering schedule, and I was completely off the med in a few weeks.

That's it. It's all about the potassium. You need potassium every single day- it's not something you can build up on the weekends and expect it to last you during the weekdays. Every day. Just like water, oxygen, sleep, and other daily necessities, potassium is so vital for every part of your body- and potassium needs balanced with Good sodium and magnesium. But if you read the previous blogs, you already know that.

I now liberally salt my food with pink or grey salt, to my taste preferences. I try to eat potassium with every meal, snack on dried apricots, drink lots of tomato juice and coconut water, and if I've missed and I'm feeling low in potassium, I make a potassium smoothie.

Potassium Smoothie: 1 banana, 1/2 cup plain Greek yogurt, 1/2 cup coconut water, 1/2 cup other fruit (preferably frozen), 1/2 teaspoon Camu Camu powder, 1/2 teaspoon Maca powder

You can omit the last two items if you don't have them. Camu Camu is a tropical fruit and a great source of whole food vitamin C, as well as an added potassium boost. Maca powder has potassium and iron, and is good for regulating blood sugar. We have made this smoothie using for the other fruit blueberries, cherries, and mixed berries. This week we got some frozen mango, and I made spinach ice cubes to add to it as well. (measured how much water the ice cube tray holds; put spinach in blender with a little water, measured the resulting pulp, added water to bring it up to original content of ice cube tray, poured it out, froze it, popped frozen cubes into freezer bag)

We try to drink a smoothie a day. With that, the tomato juice, having a baked potato with lunch, substituting plain Greek yogurt for sour cream, and munching on the dried apricots, I do pretty well at hitting the RDA of 4,700 mg of potassium.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Decrease Seizure Frequency

Some people know what their seizure triggers are, and some do not. Some people do not even know what a seizure trigger is, while others are always looking for more ways to minimize their seizure activity.

Even the most knowledgeable may find some new information here, which can help decrease the frequency of seizures in themselves or a loved one, so read on my friends.

Top Seizure Triggers:
  • Stress
  • Lack of Sleep
  • Dehydration
  • Caffeine
  • Low blood sugar
  • Alcohol
  • Medications
  • Extreme Weather
Let's take these apart and tackle solutions one by one.

Stress- The number one seizure trigger by general consensus in every seizure support group is Stress. Stress has a domino effect- stress can release adrenaline, which can cause dehydration; stress can cause inflammation; stress burns up your B vitamins and magnesium very quickly. All of those things make you less able to cope with stress, which leave you feeling more stressed than you were to begin with! Aarg! What's a person to do?

Option One: Listen to Sound Healing on YouTube, headphones in, while you are not driving. This is my favorite one, it is an hour exactly, you will feel so stress free afterward, you will want to find me and hug me. I hug back.

Option Two: Listen to a Guided Meditation, this one is specifically for stress, to relax your mind and body. Also listen with headphones, and not while driving.

Option Three: Hypnosis for stress, also on YouTube; headphones and driving rules apply.

Option Four: Learn some Deep Breathing techniques to help relieve stress. This one is only 8 minutes long, and you can watch any time, any place.

Option Five: Learn How to Relax on my Pinterest board. Tons of great tips you can incorporate into your daily routine that will help keep stress at bay.

Option Six: Take a B complex vitamin and a Magnesium supplement to help you handle stress better. These are the key vitamins that you need to not feel as stressed, to not get stressed, and to calm down quickly when you are stressed. When it comes to the B complex, any brand you like is good- though if you're super stressed, look for a Stress Complex- you can find this in any grocery or chain store. When it comes to Magnesium, read the Mag blog, and know that Glycinate or Threonate are the best forms to specifically deal with stress. Odds are, you won't find these in a store- save some time and hassle and buy them online.

Sleep- Obvious answer is 'get more sleep' but it's not always that easy. Try some of the following methods to get more, better, and deeper sleep:

Option One: Turn off all electronics (phone, TV, computer) one hour before you'd *like* to go to sleep. So if you want to be asleep at 10pm, turn them off at 9pm. Many studies have shown that the light and stimulation from these devices affect your sleep patterns.

Option Two: Warm bath one hour before bed. Not a shower, a shower is stimulating, and not a hot bath, just a warm one. You don't have to wash if you don't want to, just soak in the warm water for 15 minutes.

Option Three: Consider shifting the times of your medications. Many medications can keep you awake- talk to your pharmacist and have them check your current medications, and see if there's a pm dose you can move to earlier in the day.

Option Four: Eye mask to sleep in. You may be super light sensitive and not even realize it, a mask will help it be dark enough to help you fall asleep.

Option Five: A guided meditation to help you fall asleep. Don't listen to this one while driving either.

Dehydration- A healthy body needs to drink half their weight (pounds) in fluid ounces a day. So if you weigh 200 pounds, you would need to drink 100 ounces. (convert weight to metric; convert ounces to liter) Now that's a perfectly healthy person, who does not smoke cigarettes, does not drink caffeine, does not drink alcohol, takes no prescription medications, and does not live in a dry/hot/windy climate. Cigarettes, caffeine (all types; coffee, tea, soda, chocolate), alcohol (all types), medications and harsh climate are ALL dehydrating. Your liver uses water to detoxify the effects of alcohol and caffeine- more water than the water content that's in the beverage. So every cup of coffee, soda, or beer, creates a negative water balance, leaving you slightly more dehydrated than you were before you drank it. Up your water consumption over the course of a few days to avoid throwing your electrolytes out of whack. Start by aiming for that half your weight amount, and increase it based on your other consumption patterns, and your thirst. If you feel thirsty, your body is thirsty for WATER, drink it. Here's a really great idea someone had to help increase their water consumption- after all, we are very visual and this may help you get that water you need.

Caffeine- I have yet to talk to a single person with epilepsy who handles caffeine well. It is a fact that caffeine lowers the seizure threshold. Try to stop, it's worth it. Keep other beverages handy, at all times- carry them with you when you leave the house for any reason. If you have that drink, you are less likely to succumb to the caffeinated beverages that are just everywhere. Juice, herbal tea, sports drinks, blends you make (tons of great beverage recipes on pinterest)- save a few disposable drink containers, wash them, and fill them ahead of time so there are always several handy for when you want a drink. If you cannot avoid caffeine, at least drink twice as much water as the caffeinated beverage you just had, to offset the dehydrating effect.

Low Blood Sugar- They are still studying before releasing official information on the connection between hypoglycemia (low blood sugar) and seizures. Unofficially, this topic comes up in seizure discussion groups and is generally accepted as a known seizure trigger. Carry snacks with you at all times, in your car, purse, desk, backpack. Many people who have seizures do not feel a hunger signal, which can complicate this: solution, set a timer on your phone to remind you to eat. No surprise, there's an app for that. 

Alcohol- Ironically, it is not the drinking of alcohol that triggers a seizure, it is the sobering up. Avoid as much as possible, and drink twice as much water as you do alcohol to at least offset the dehydrating effects.

Medications- It seems most medications affect the seizure threshold! Blood pressure medications, antidepressants, antibiotics, even allergy pills can lower the seizure threshold. Don't check with the pharmacist on this one, unfortunately their databases do not carry information about the effect drugs have on the seizure threshold. Instead, check online, each med one by one, searching for the name of the med plus the phrase 'seizure threshold'. (EX: "does Wellbutrin affect the seizure threshold") Make note of which medications you are taking that lower the seizure threshold, and talk to your doctor about it. There may be alternatives that work just as well for your blood pressure, depression, allergies, etc that do not affect your seizure threshold. If you do change prescriptions for this reason, be aware that stopping a medication that affects the seizure threshold will definitely contribute to seizures while your body goes through withdrawal. However, the withdrawal period is generally a few days versus continuing to take something daily that adds to your seizures.

Extreme Weather- Too hot, too cold, high winds, high pressure systems all affect the frequency and severity of seizures. Since you can't argue with the weather, do what you can to work around it. Too hot, dip a bandana in ice water and tie it around your neck, or buy this cool fabric item that keeps your cool for twenty bucks. There's an electronic version for $50 at the Sharper Image, my friend used one at an outdoor weekend long event in the summer in Texas, and raved about it. In the heat, be sure to drink extra water, and have some good salt too, to replace what you sweat out (grey Celtic salt is good salt). Too cold, layer and wear a scarf over your face- it's the breathing the cold air that seems to cause the most problems. High pressure- nothing you can do about this one. High winds, I theorize the problems from winds are a combination of the pressure of the wind and the dehydrating effect; so drink up! Water may help, and in that vein, lotion and lip balm may help lock in moisture in your body to keep you from drying out as fast.

Top contributors to seizures:
  • Vitamin deficiencies
  • Parasites
  • Heavy metals in body
  • Mold exposure
  • Infections
  • Candida overgrowth
  • Lyme
  • Gallstones and/or Liver stones
If you've read my previous blog post, How I Manage Seizures Without Drugs, you know that I do not take AEDs, I treat solely with vitamins.  I have yet to meet or talk to someone having seizures who does not have one or more deficiencies. In my opinion, from all my research, VITAMIN DEFICIENCIES CAUSE SEIZURES. Period. That is the root cause.

There are So Many medications that deplete (lower) your vitamins, Especially Anticonvulsants!  Specifically, anticonvulsants lower your magnesium and B vitamins- the vitamins that prevent seizures. Or the lack of magnesium and B vitamins cause seizures, however you'd like to phrase it. So taking the drug requires you to take more of the drug. Diabetic medications lower B vitamins (especially Metformin), PPIs lower, almost all of the strong daily prescription drugs affect your vitamin levels. To check, do a quick google, "does Lamictal lower magnesium", for example, to check any/all meds you are on against vitamin deficiencies (you can replace magnesium with B12, calcium, etc; or just the phrase 'cause vitamin deficiency').

If you think you are getting enough vitamins yet still show signs of deficiencies, it is almost always due to damage of the intestines. This can be from surgery (C-section, hysterectomy, hernia, etc), injury, illness, heavy antibiotic use. It can be from Leaky Gut, Candida yeast overgrowth, toxic mold exposure, fungal infection, Lyme disease, Celiac, heavy metals (which damage gut), or parasites. In many (if not most) cases, it is more than one of these, sometimes ALL of these.

Your intestines distribute all of your vitamins throughout your body. They send vitamins and nutrients to the brain. Your intestines MAKE certain vitamins and hormones, so if they are damaged, the manufacturing stops and distribution is significantly impaired.

Once the intestines are compromised, it opens the door to other problems. Parasites eat holes in intestinal walls, leading to Leaky Gut, which leads to inflammation and compromised immune system, which leads to being very susceptible to mold & fungal infections, Lyme, Candida overgrowth, etc. It goes in all directions- Candida will also cause damage setting the stage for parasite overgrowth, and parasites carry and hold heavy metals; also, heavy metal exposure (mercury, lead, etc) will cause damage creating an environment conducive to parasite and Candida overgrowth. Any one of these issues can create the environment for all the others, it's a domino effect.

Stones in the liver and gallbladder are general created by a high toxin load; the irony is, the stones themselves then block the pathways which allow nutrients to be delivered and toxins to be eliminated. So again, domino effect.

This is already my longest blog, so I am going to come back with future blogs about how to eradicate parasites, Candida, Lyme, heavy metals, gallstones. In the meantime, you can start doing some healing of your gut today, which will help by naturally strengthening your body's defenses to these invaders. I have an entire board on pinterest devoted to Gut Health, where you can learn to make your own probiotics (good bacteria that strengthen your immune system and kill parasites and candida), bone broth (repairs gut damage), and so much more. Take some time to view this very important information, and I'll be back with more.*updated with link to the How To Kill Parasites blog.

Friday, July 29, 2016

How to Take Iodine

I've been on an Iodine protocol for almost a year now. One of the most frequently asked questions about iodine in my health groups is, how do you take iodine?
Other frequent questions are: How much iodine should I take? How often do I take iodine? and What type of iodine should I buy?

So here's the blueprint for taking iodine. The full iodine protocol, with the iodine cofactors. Without further ado, everything iodine-

You will need, per day:
  • Lugol's 2% iodine
  • Selenium, 200 mcg
  • B2 and B3 (100 mg Riboflavin, 500mg Niacin)
  • Magnesium, 400mg
  • Vitamin C, 3,000mg
  • Celtic salt, 1/2 teaspoon
Breakdown of the iodine protocol ingredients:
Lugol's Solution 2% strength iodine can be purchased on Amazon.
Selenium supplement, any off brand is fine; find in any grocery or chain store.
You can buy seperate B2 and B3 or get a Bcomplex- any off brand is fine. If you buy your B's seperately, be sure to get NON FLUSHING Niacin.
There are so many different types of magnesium supplements, personally I really like Magnesium Glycinate and think that's the one to get; I use Solaray brand, buy it on Amazon as I cannot find it in stores.
Vitamin C- this needs to be real, "whole-food" vitamin C, NOT ascorbic acid. They are NOT the same thing, and do not have the same effects in your body. I use Camu Camu for my vitamin C; again, bought off Amazon.
Celtic Salt- not the same as white table salt; you may be able to find in some grocery stores, you can definitely find it on Amazon.

To start, take the daily cofactors as listed, above, and iodine as follows.

Week One: Take a small glass and put 7 spoonfuls of water into it, and add ONE DROP of Lugol's 2% iodine. Stir. Take one spoonful of this water each day- so you are getting 1/7th of a drop per day.

Week Two: 7 spoonfuls of water with TWO DROPS of Lugol's 2% iodine, take one spoonful per day.

Week Three: 7 spoonfuls of water with THREE DROPS, take one spoonful per day

Week Four: 7 spoonfuls of water with FOUR DROPS, take one spoonful per day

Week Five: 7 spoonfuls of water with FIVE DROPS, take one spoonful per day

Week Six: 7 spoonfuls of water with SIX DROPS, take one spoonful per day

Week Seven: Take ONE DROP in any liquid of your choosing, per day

Week Eight: Take ONE DROP in any liquid of your choosing per day except MONDAY when you take TWO DROPS

Week Nine: Take ONE DROP in any liquid of your choosing per day except MONDAY and TUESDAY when you take TWO DROPS

Progress in this manner, until you are up to 2 drops every day, then add a 3rd drop on Monday, and so on.

It is VERY IMPORTANT you take ALL of the cofactors listed Every Single Day you are on iodine, or you will either not get benefits, or you will feel ill.

Iodine protocol helps improve the cellular health of all your cells, increasing energy, because you have increased uptake and absorbtion of your vitamins and minerals. Iodine is wonderful for decreasing and removing cysts of any kind, anywhere in the body. Personally, I have experienced the total removal of a ganglion cyst in my foot, and great reduction in cysts on my face, chest, and arms.

I know many women in my Iodine group who have reported that their Uterine cysts and fibroids have shrank or are gone completely from iodine. Many women are successfully using iodine to restore their fertility, and are becoming pregnant after years of unsuccesful fertility treatments. Lots of women are having lighter and more regular menstrual cycles.

Iodine is not just for women- the genitals of both sexes require lots of iodine. Men with prostate problems, erection problems, or other male issues benefit from iodine protocol.

The breasts (of both sexes) also need lots of iodine. Again, I know lots of women in my iodine group who have reported reduction and removal of cysts in their breast tissue since being on iodine protocol. Personally, my breasts have decreased a bit in size and become 'perkier'- at 42 years of age with a 50 DD chest, that's a big deal. I didn't lose weight, just breast size.

When the body is short on iodine, the areas in most need of iodine will enlarge to try to 'trap' as much iodine as possible. You see this with neck goiters- well, same thing happens in breast and pelvic area. This is why iodine helps with enlarged prostate- give the body the iodine it needs, it no longer needs to swell up to trap the small amounts of iodine available.

Which leaves the thyroid. The thyroid uses massive amounts of iodine. If you have a thyroid disorder, thyroid disease, are hyper or hypo thyroid, or have Hashimoto's, consider iodine protocol. Your body is telling you, loud and clear, that it needs more iodine for the thyroid to function properly. Lots of people in the iodine group are off their thyroid medications now that they are on iodine protocol.

Did you know that Japan has the lowest rates of breast, ovarian, and prostate cancers in the world? Did you know Japan has the highest iodine consumption in the world? There's a reason, the same reason Morton Salt containers say "this supplies iodine, a necessary nutrient."

Here is a great article about Iodine and the Cofactors:

Facebook iodine group:

Further reading:
Sources and Uses for Iodine- fantastic article about how much iodine you need a day, why, and the consequences of not taking it, what iodine can cure, more. If you only read one thing, it should be this.
Iodine: Why You Need It, Why You Can't Live Without It by David Brownstein, MD
Stop The Thyroid Madness